I'm not planning on putting my actual diet in here, unless I think it is something really useful. Like, a Jennie-O turkey burger cut up into a can of green veggies is like 300 cals and leaves you stuffed. Not to mention the fiber, and anas are usually constipated.
I have a few reasons for living this way. Of course, I had the tragic story of people calling me fat, etc...all that stuff. The guy in school that didn't want me (wants me now that I'm thin, go figure), all that shit. I'm sick of saying it's still about that. Sure, that may have triggered the start, but it's a part of my life now.
Now, though, it's a way of dealing with stress..
It's a way of being successful. Like it or not, thinner people make it farther in business.
My hubby goes places with his friends...his friends bring thier wives/girlfriends. I'm not invited. I want him to WANT to invite me...not be one of those women who impose.
I want the confidence that I had at my low-weight back. I posed for pictures. I honestly can't remember after that when I had my picture taken.
I love being able to curl into a little ball...fitting into the chair in a ball is lovely.
I'm just happier that/this way.
I'd love some ideas to the best ana groups on here.